Meg Ryan spoke recently about her private struggles living a public life. "So many times I have had the desire to let out all my rage, my pain and my confusion. But in the past I have always chosen to be silent," she said recently. "And as I've never really written the real story about myself, that's the book I should write. I would write about how difficult it is to have people close to you tell gossip magazines everything for money. And I would write about how hard my marriage was, and that Dennis [Quaid] was not the victim."